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| Monday, February 2nd, 2004 | | 9:42 pm |
So I find out he cheated, 2 times within the past week, with 2 different people. Fucking bullshit. Current Mood:  crushed | | Sunday, February 1st, 2004 | | 6:48 pm |
Chaos created government.
Remind me not to get my hopes up. I made a god out of blood, not superiority, I killed the king of deceit, now wake me up in anarchy. Current Mood: melancholy | | Wednesday, January 28th, 2004 | | 10:32 pm |
table align=center border=1><td> Pholph's Scrabble Generator     My Scrabble© Score is: 10. What is your score? Get it here.</td></table> I beg to serve, your wish is my law, now close those eyes and let me love you to death. Chris and I no longer Co-Exist. Current Mood:  contemplative | | Saturday, January 24th, 2004 | | 10:09 pm |
Being sick - sucks. The S.A.T.'s - Took em today, completely irritating. School - seems long and dragged out. Work - is ok. Future college career - Very exciting. Boyfriend - Eh... Sr. Project - is coming together fairly decently. Friends - Not sure Personal Life As Of This Minute - Not too shabby. There... that was easy. I have been enlightened within the past few days. Hooray for me. Current Mood:  restless | | Tuesday, December 30th, 2003 | | 12:27 pm |
Yesterday was interasting. Current Mood:  content | | Sunday, December 28th, 2003 | | 10:54 pm |
Tomorrow should be interasting..... Current Mood:  happy | | Thursday, December 25th, 2003 | | 7:07 pm |
The beast inside of me is gonna get you.
This was a weird christmas. I gave/got a lot of really great things to/from my family. My mom got me a new CD player, due to the fact that my other one decided to die on me, and I feel so guilty that I don't like it as much as the one she got me before. We're gong to take it back and get a different one, but I feel so bad because I don't want her to think that I don't appreciate it, because I do. The computer is being weird and is probably going to kick me off soon. Damn technology. Fucking Grrrr. *Mental Note* - Work on graduation project. Current Mood: weird | | Tuesday, December 16th, 2003 | | 10:27 pm |
Iv'e been thinking a lot latley, especially about things and people in the past. Thursday will mark Christopher's and I one year. I'm confused as hell, and have nothing else to say. Mike made me do this, it wasn't my idea.  Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The Wronged. "'I"ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow, reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by the goddess Persephone and their sign is The Teardrop, or Broken Love. As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and may be hard on yourself. You probably have been hurt in the past by other people and can sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You don't usually let other get too close to you, but you are very good at mending your spirits back together by yourself. What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? brought to you by Quizilla You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never knows what you're going to come up with next; this creates great excitement and arousal never knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end in a kiss as great as your mystery. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: contemplative | | Sunday, September 28th, 2003 | | 10:22 am |
Last Night Was Sexual As Hell.
So today is finally my 17th Birthday, and as a present, my mother got me concert tickets... for Staind. Let me tell you..... Fucking Awesome! Quite an Adventure. Nothing More To Say. Current Mood: happy | | Friday, August 22nd, 2003 | | 7:09 am |
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Isn't it funny how in a relationship, guys will willingly bend overbackwards for you then turn around and completely fuck you over right where it counts? Lisa- After what you did I hope you rot in hell. Current Mood: crushed | | Thursday, July 17th, 2003 | | 5:00 pm |
*Going to see House of 1000 Corpses again tonight with Chris... this should be fun.* I'm going to try to put some new pictures up soon, knowing my luck, It won't work. Ordering A Perfect Circle tickets tomorrow... yay! Tried to save myself, But myself keeps slipping away. Current Mood: happy | | Monday, July 14th, 2003 | | 3:20 pm |
Thoughts of me exemplified All the little flaws I have denied Forget today, forget whatever happened Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe What the hell did I do to deserve all of this? God what the fuck is wrong You act like you knew it all along Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing All I ever wanted out of you was something you could never be Now take a real good look at What you've fucking done to me What the hell did I do to deserve all of this? Give me any reason why I need you Give me any reason not to fuck you up I see you in me I keep my scars from prying eyes Incapable of ever knowing why Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer Why am I so fascinated by bigger pictures, better things But I don't care what you think You'll never understand me What the hell did I do to deserve all of this? FUCK!!! Current Mood:  annoyed | | 12:00 am |
Don't leave me alone I'm feeling so numb I need you to be here I need you to call And everythings wrong A beautiful shame And everythings ugly, hazy and gray And doesn't it hurt? Trick and control you Deceive and destroy you Doesn't it hurt? Forget and move on I'm here and I'm strong I've got you to blame when It's finally done I'm not afraid Of these feelings here inside I'm sure someday, I'll let go of all this hate for you I'll let go of all this hate Does it make you feel inside What you never felt before Did it promise you a life But that left you all alone And doesn't it hurt? Trick and control you Deceive and destroy you Doesn't it hurt Forget and move on I'm here and I'm strong I've got you to blame when It's finally done I'm not afraid Of these feelings here inside I'm sure someday, I'll let go of all this hate for you I'll let go of all this hate Doesn't it hurt...you? Doesn't it feel...sick? Doesn't it hurt...you? Doesn't it feel...sick? And I'm on my way I'm not afraid Of these feelings here inside I'm sure someday, I'll let go of all this hate for you I'll let go of all this hate I won't come around no more I'll just let you go away I' won't come around no more I lost my way. Really lost my way. Current Mood: nostalgic | | Sunday, July 13th, 2003 | | 11:12 am |
Sanitarium was yesterday!
Fucking Awesome! Metallica, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Deftones, Mudvayne Interasting things that happened: * Saw a fight between 2 guys in the pit and watched them get escorted out. * Got WAY better seats then what we were supposed to. * Saw a girl get punched in the jaw and have to be rushed on one of those stupid little ambulance cart things to the medical tent where she had to wear a neck brace. HAHA. * Saw a cat (girl) fight... I'm talking full slapping, yelling, pulling hair, scratching, and throwing shit... it was hilarious. * Saw 11 seperate sets of boobies. * Had men of all sorts coming up to me and saying "Hey! nice outfit. ;)heh heh heh * Got stranded in some crap little town on the way home. * Saw some old friends that I haven't seen in a while. * Got hit up for drugs by 2 seperate men, one being a Veteran Stadium employer and the other being some scary metal head dude. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST * Was surprised at the fact that the 2 bands that I thought would suck ass (Limp Bizkit & Linkin Park) were the best ones there (besides Metallica of course) and was rather impressed to the point that im thinking about getting the CDs now. All in all: A GOOD FUCKIN DAY! :) Current Mood: happy | | Saturday, July 12th, 2003 | | 8:29 am |
METALLICA TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!
He wipes his hands on anything in reach. He never feels clean. He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts. Come one come all and see what happened, that broken man is me. There it goes again, I can hear it louder. It dosnt feel good anymore. All I want to know is why does any of it matter? I cant take it anymore, but youve got to try to mke the inhale that makes the exhale so uch better. Now I know I disappear. I cant find my way out from here, everythig is fading on me. Someone tell me why does any of it matter? Peel back the layers and see what I've become, satisfied? because now I feel nothing. Stay away, I swear it wasnt me. Current Mood: excited | | Tuesday, July 8th, 2003 | | 8:07 am |
Going to Dorney Park today... this should be interating. Fucking Humans. Current Mood:  awake | | Monday, July 7th, 2003 | | 6:38 pm |
Save Me Please
See the curtains hanging' in the window. In the evening on a friday night. A little light-a-shinin' through the window. Lets me know everything's all right. Summer breeze makes me feel fine. Blowin' through the jasmine in my mind. See the paper layin' on the sidewalk. A little music from the house next door. So I walk on up to the door step. Through the screen and across the floor. Sweet days of summer - the jasmine's in bloom. July is dressed up and playing her tune. And I come home from a hard day's work. And you're waiting there. Not a care in the world. See the smile awaitin in the kitchen. Food cookin' and the plates for two. Feel the arms that reach out to hold me. In the evening when the day is through. Current Mood:  artistic | | Thursday, July 3rd, 2003 | | 4:28 pm |
Random Thought:
Dosn't it just amaze you how incredibly ignorant some can be? I don't know, it's just a human thing, and can never be explained. Fuck. Current Mood: contemplative | | Monday, May 12th, 2003 | | 7:32 pm |
You just get under my fucking skin. Current Mood: indescribable |
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